I tried so hard to be the one that you would think about on your train ride back home
"Walking" by Adventures
This morning I woke up
to the sound of my insides aching
it’s become the usual
On my way home
i’ll take some extra laps around the block
Sometimes I don’t
even feel the cold
Looking for somewhere to throw my stones
Sometimes I don’t even feel the cold
Tonight I will lay down
with a heavier heart than
I have ever experienced
But I think that
if it can take a feather off of yours
I can learn to be happy
Or be something.
Sometimes I don’t even feel the cold.
Sometimes I pray that you might know
I know I don’t.
I only know what it’s starting to look and feel like again.
I’ll always spend these nights alone